http://blog.therefugeonline.org/2009/07/06/kathy-my-love-hate-thing-with-community-2/ Thu, 17 May 2012 23:00:01 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.7.1 hourly 1 http://blog.therefugeonline.org/2009/07/06/kathy-my-love-hate-thing-with-community-2/comment-page-1/#comment-1311 mike Sun, 30 Aug 2009 16:34:16 +0000 http://blog.therefugeonline.org/?p=212#comment-1311 i hate the fact that real redemptive community is so stinking hard. it can't be faked, at least for long. i hate being hurt and hurting others or seeing friends hurt. i hate the fact that i need you. i know i'll hurt you and, of course, you'll hurt me. that's a given. it takes way to much time and energy. i'd run in a heartbeat, except for one fact. it is the only thing that makes me feel alive and gives me hope. and i'm so tired of being dead. i hate the fact that real redemptive community is so stinking hard. it can’t be faked, at least for long. i hate being hurt and hurting others or seeing friends hurt. i hate the fact that i need you. i know i’ll hurt you and, of course, you’ll hurt me. that’s a given. it takes way to much time and energy. i’d run in a heartbeat, except for one fact. it is the only thing that makes me feel alive and gives me hope. and i’m so tired of being dead.

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